February 5th, 2013

There are some days where some happiness can be found, but that happiness is paired with guilt because you feel that you shouldn't be happy. That's very close to where I am right now, but I am desperate to make sure that I still find something to be happy about, no matter how small it is. So today, I got to see how lucky I really am. I have some amazing friends and family members that want to make sure I'm ok. I had one friend, who I haven't communicated with in a few years even, reach out to me. As much as I dislike being in a position to need a support system, I am very blessed to have one so strong.